I think it's time to recap over everything that's happened so far this year, first of all, I think I'm at my breaking point with one of my friends. The thing is, I don't think she even knows that she's doing it, but she tends to make other feel bad by asking about what they've done so far in work ALL THE TIME! Like you could be doing a maths worksheet, and feel good about yourself because you know all the answers, but then she'd come along and ask what question are you up, I'm on question "blah blah blah", and most of the time it turns out that's a gazillion questions ahead of you, which suddenly makes you feel bad because you know you'll never be as good as her. I know I shouldn't let this stuff get to me, but it just does, and most of the time I feel like punching something because of it.
It's really annoying, but I can't even do anything about it because she gets mad over the simplest of things, which I can't even comprehend because with the way she makes my friends and I feel sometimes, we'd be the ones doing that most of the time.
School is just so blugh sometimes, I really don't see any enjoyment besides having friends to keep you entertained. It's like a prison. There are fun times, but it's times like these when I feel like cowering in a corner and just letting me express my anger on something. Since I don't have anything to let out my anger on, I'm expressing myself via this blog, which, when you think about it is really sad, but whatever!
Now I realise that most, or if not, some of my posts can be very negative, so I'm going to take a moment to be grateful for what I have by doing something really simple. I'm going to make a list of things that I should be happy about, and then a list of the things that is making me feel sad today,
