sad, sad, days

Currently listening to Gangnam Style to make myself feel better, don't ask why. Group projects suck, that's all you need to know. Anyway, what else is up? Um, other than the fact that I have done pretty much nothing during the first half of this year, there's nothing much. Yes, I struggled with assignments here and there, but that's only because I procrastinated. A lot. So that is the reason why I have decided to make 'no procrastinating' my goal for this term. I don't think that's going to last very long, if you ask me.

I think it's time to recap over everything that's happened so far this year, first of all, I think I'm at my breaking point with one of my friends. The thing is, I don't think she even knows that she's doing it, but she tends to make other feel bad by asking about what they've done so far in work ALL THE TIME! Like you could be doing a maths worksheet, and feel good about yourself because you know all the answers, but then she'd come along and ask what question are you up, I'm on question "blah blah blah", and most of the time it turns out that's a gazillion questions ahead of you, which suddenly makes you feel bad because you know you'll never be as good as her. I know I shouldn't let this stuff get to me, but it just does, and most of the time I feel like punching something because of it.

It's really annoying, but I can't even do anything about it because she gets mad over the simplest of things, which I can't even comprehend because with the way she makes my friends and I feel sometimes, we'd be the ones doing that most of the time.

School is just so blugh sometimes, I really don't see any enjoyment besides having friends to keep you entertained. It's like a prison. There are fun times, but it's times like these when I feel like cowering in a corner and just letting me express my anger on something. Since I don't have anything to let out my anger on, I'm expressing myself via this blog, which, when you think about it is really sad, but whatever!

Now I realise that most, or if not, some of my posts can be very negative, so I'm going to take a moment to be grateful for what I have by doing something really simple. I'm going to make a list of things that I should be happy about, and then a list of the things that is making me feel sad today,

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ugh school again

The holidays have ended, and you know what that means! Going to school! Jumping off a cliff! Yay! Anyway, you will not believe what happened last term, (I know, I'm a term late of informing you of this, but YOLO) I thought that school started on Monday, but actually, it was the day after. So I pretty much looked like an idiot as I casually strolled through the gates expecting greetings from my fellow peers, instead I was met with an empty quad and some teachers laughing at my face. That didn't really happen, but I felt like it was. Oh the power of the mind. We started woodwork in Tech, and we get to make a carry-all. I'm going to make it useful and stylish! We also started Geography. Geography. Yup, I know. Surprisingly, it was interesting but oddly unsatisfying. But I think that's just because we watched this video on how us humans are destroying the world and how some resources for phone manufacturing is going to run out in a few years and we won't have enough resources to provide the whole world with. Fun times.

I normally make a post in a month, so this has to be interesting enough to last a whole month, so, here's something big. I don't watch revenge any more. I know, it's depressing, especially since much of my blogging was spent fangirling over the characters. Oh well, such is life.

sorry not sorry

Wow, keeping up with a blog is hard. I literally feel like a huge failure right now. It's been 3 months! 3 months since my last post, and I guess I stopped writing at that time because I was going through a lot of stress. Why, you ask? Well, it's because I've finally realised I'm in high school, and as soon as I did, WOAH WE HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TOMORROW, and guess what, I didn't study! Or what about the time I was thinking about uPDATING MY BLOG, but homework's just being all in your face like, "hey", "what you doin'", "you have an assignment due tomorrow", "you should start on it". And I'm just all laid back and chillin', like "no", I will do whatever the heck I want. Shut your face. Don't talk back. *Punches homework in the face* Yeah, see? You should've been quiet.

So that's why I haven't been able to post for the last three months, but I will try to be better from now on, but I doubt I will because I just can't. Apparently I have to work on a "better balanced lifestyle", so I'm going to listen to my PE teacher's advice, no, but really, I do. Anyway, I know I've been pretty lame, so I will try to make up for that, but until then, have fun reading this post over and over for the next few weeks! Because I doubt I will have time to write another post.

me burthday

It is my birthday! Ohmigosh, I don't know what to say right now! Well, I do, so let's get to it. My friends, well, especially this girl (let's call her Pear) is super nice! She got me a gift for my birthday! It was nicely wrapped and it featured lip gloss! I.. LOVE. LIP GLOSS.  It's so nice having friends, because they can give you presents on your birthday. JK. I'm not that shallow. They also don't make you look like a loner at Lunch, and they also provide comfort in the fact that you're covered if you need people to join you for a group project! I also got some loom bands from this other friend of mine, even though I told that person not to give me anything, but I guess people don't listen to that because it would automatically label you as a snob. But anyway, that was my birthday! There was heaps more, but of course I'm not going to go into COMPLETE detail, ha!

honestly..

I should be happy this month, after all, it is my birthday month, but I'm not. You see, there's this called NAPLAN that stops me from doing so. I CAN NOT believe that we are being forced to do this standardised test, I mean, who cares?!?! I'd like to spend my doing something else than figuring out the square root of 144, thanks! Okay, so maybe that's a simple question, but oh boy, you should have seen my while I was doing the maths exam. I was sweating, and breathing really fast and I'm pretty sure I saw Michael Jackson doing the moonwalk as well! I swear, if there's something that I hate more than music, it's spending time doing MATHS. Yes, it's cool when you figure something out, but until you do that, you may as well be a fan, 'cause you ain't doing anything besides spinning in circles! Anyway, I have to go now and prepare for my birthday, even if it is four days away!

school holidays whoo!

There's officially one week left until the holidays graces us students with its majestic presence, and all the while I'm praying I can survive in school until that day comes. I don't think I've ever mentioned how much I hate music, like if there was a scale depicting how much I hate it, the little measuring this would reach the flippin' sky! But anyway, I can't wait until I can wake up at 10 AM and not freak out because I slept in, because after all THERE WILL BE NO SCHOOL! I've been reading a couple of my older posts and it's really weird to see the transitional period from the start of the year to, like, now. Ha, I guess that's life!